Candles - Hey Monday
Design :
chinhwee
Coding :
Slippedaway
Brushes and font from :
Juvenile Casualty
Saturday, November 24, 2007
Okay.. I'm just want to be honest to myself and everyone else. I'm writing this post regarding about yesterday outing. Actually it wasn't that bad but it just not my day. This is somewhat a setback for me. Now i still couldn't get over it and i haven't been smiling from last night. I was disappointed, and angry at myself. Hmmm, I will remember that 23rd Nov is not my day. I will just typed what did i do on 23rd of Nov. It is up to you to read this, coz it's gonna be long.
First of all, woke up around 7.20am in the morning. I need to rush for my basketball practice which starts at 8am. Dam it is just too early. Anyway still made it in time. However, the practice was harsh yesterday. My coach just kept yelling at me on how to do the formation properly in offensive and defensive position. Gosh.. I just couldn't stand it. However after he yelled and screamed my mistakes gradually fading. Had practice until 11am. Phew. It was tiring. After the practice went to the school canteen and met Jian Fa.. He was buying books. As we're going to an outing later, I followed him to his house. He wanted to take shower and changed to his casual clothing. After much grooming and etc, i invited Jian Fa to my place..
As we reached my block, We went into the elevator and went up. In the elevator, i told JF that if he jump the elevator would get stuck. In curiousity or his own stupidity he jumped in the elevator. Guess what happened. We were stuck in the elevator. It just stopped between 6th and 7th floor. Gosh.. Then i just called for help. Waited inside the elevator for like 30 minutes until finally we were rescued.
Finally reached my place, I took shower while he's outside at the living room talking to my parents. After i finished taking shower, I ate my lunch with JF. While eating my parents said that i'm smaller compared to JF. Yea, that's so obvious. Anyway after eating our lunch we quickly went to the meeting place.
Reached J8 around 13.25, went to MacDonald but saw no one there, so we decided to have a walk around J8 first. Okay, after walking for 10 mins we went back to meeting place and saw Yan Rong, Serene, Jessica and Hui Yun having conversations. Then we just sat there and waited for the others to come. One by one they came. And guess what the decided meeting time was 1.30 but we waited till 2.00 until all came. Actually i expected others to come but they just couldn't make it. So yea, left me and JF for the guys while for the girls are Jessica, Hui Yun, Yi Zhen, Esther, Wendy, Valerie, and Amanda Lim. So off we go to T3.
I thought it's going to be fine even though some other people couldn't make it and the outing could go smoothly. However, it didn't go according to what i plan for. Upon reaching the T3, we were astonished with it. Large and spacious. We walked around and then stopped at a place. Then "it" started. Harsh comments started coming out about the outing. I just stood there and listened quietly. One after another, I was so fed up and decided to watch movie "enchanted" straight away. Maybe the girls are just bored, typical for them to say straightforwardly how they feel sometimes. However even though they didn't mean it but still the comments were hurting. I just kept walking towards the mrt and my mood was awful. I just couldn't stand it. The comments were hurtful in sense. Anyway we were off to Plaza Singapura.
At PS, me and JF went to buy the tickets first. We bought 6 tickets including ours. Then ate dinner. The girls went shopping after the dinner but me and JF went to the food court and ate another serving for dinner. After eating we went inside the cinema and watched 'Enchanted'. The movie was great. Humorous and Happy ending. But still my mood did not change a bit. I was still fed up.
After the movie ended Jessica, Hui Yun and JF went back first. While me, Amanda Lim and Yi Zhen went to suicide valley. At there met Dexter and some church friends. Played some stupid games such as acting like a beggar. After had enough then we went home. We went back to Bishan. As Yi Zhen and Amanda Lim need to go home as their mothers wanted them to go back. So i still hang out with Dexter and some church friends. Walking around we saw Annabelle and Felicia. After meeting them we decided to go back as well as it was getting late.
At the bus stop, my mood hasn't really change much. I still very fed up and i had been giving a very 'sian' expression after the T3. At the bus stop once more. Another hurtful event. There was a misunderstanding between me and Dexter. I couldn't take it anymore that i left the bus stop and just walked towards my house. I was so furious and hurt. I was disappointed and my heart really hurts. I really had enough for a day. Hurtful events and comments come after another. It breaches my limit. Upon reaching my house i actually broke down. I didn't know what to do and say.
Today, eventually me and Dex had clarified about the misunderstandings. We are still friends but i still couldn't get over about yesterday outing. It was pathetic. I realized and i decided not to organize anymore outing. Now, i still in a very bad mood. I guess i need an anger management. I don't know where my patience and joy have gone to. This is all i want to say. Signing off until next time.
8:57 PM
